...changing

something deep inside

is seeking a

change...

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I'm not sure what it is...

I just feel it!

~

The other day, I saw a greenhouse for sale at Costco.

I immediately felt excitement zing through me,

 as if I were struck with the very energy

that a plant uses to emerge from within it's tiny seed.

In that moment, I was taken back to

one spring, when I was in my early twenties.

(seems like such a lifetime ago!)

I remember longing to work in a greenhouse.

 I was a Candy Store Manager at the time

and

I quit,

to go work at this very large greenhouse!

Other than planting a small garden, I really had no clue about what I had gotten myself into!

Let me just say,

it is a challenge,

physically

pushing around very large carts filled with alot of dirt and alot of plants!

and mentally

when it is about 82 degrees in July outside

it's about 102 INSIDE!!!

and at that point, your watering yourself more than the plants!!

But I loved the solitude

and the joy of planting those tiny seeds!

After a few weeks

I remember walking in that glass greenhouse, and hundreds of flats of flowers had emerged

It was so beautiful!

I never forgot that feeling... 

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Something like that is happening

 emerging

from deep within

...I wonder what it will be?!